Self conscious

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by kikoroforever

by kikoroforever

                                    
                                              


I have to be self conscious to not change myself  again... to not let my feelings overtake me. 
I think I was myself. But I let my heart win and got home very late, and I couldn't make it to work because I couldn't sleep from the reality 
that gave me anxiety. 
I can't be lazy with myself or permissive. And I also told myself I wasn't going outside with him again but I did, and now my feelings got stronger and the heartache will increase...
And it's all my own fault.