The tricky part about moving out is that leaving the truth will become something possible. But is it possible that I leave on my own and not leave the truth?
I don't want to leave the truth but I want to be my myself. But at the same time I'm questioning myself again... because of how many situations I've been in that I never told anyone, of chances of doing bad things I didn't do, but that a weird part of me wants to do them and I hate it, I hate that side of me because it's like those feelings of wanting to be bad keep coming back... and I doubt myself so much sometimes.
Even when Kevin was gone I questioned myself. I always had I'm just like why can't I make up my mind and my heart?
