(That Logic song represents my inner thoughts🥺)
There was a moment I wanted to say I love you, but I didn't want to make him uncomfortable so I said te quiero mucho instead. It's the first time I have ever said that to him in person..🥺
There's times I had to hold myself back and ignore my thoughts of wanting to stroke his cheeks or his back, or to put my face on top of his head, I actually did that but then I noticed he didn't want me to so I stopped. In one point during the hugs I wished he got closer to me or stroked me but I kept reminding myself mentally of how he really feels about me and it was a mental struggle for me to stay still but in the end I did... and I felt sleepy. His whispers were deep and cute and made my stomach hurt from the butterflies. His presence gave me butterflies the whole time.
It just meant a lot to me that he took me there. I didn't care at that point, that he might've gone with his ex or someone else, in that moment I just thought of how beautiful it all was. And how I chose to spend time with him instead of going to a show...
