I know everything will be okay.
I know I'll do better.
Truly Jehovah makes me not give up. Thank Jehovah I'm here and that I'm pushing myself because I don't know how I grabbed that pioneer application yesterday. I just did it, I was like, "I have to hold on to Jehovah for dear life, otherwise I'm gonna give up"
It doesn't take away the frustration or helplessness. But I want to do more, I want to ignore my stupid feelings of self sabotage and try, for God's sake, I want to try.
And I just hope that my example helps others. I hope that my example helps her come back. Helps him come back. Something, anything.
