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Worst part

And you know what the worst part is?

That I get all these thoughts but then forget them, but later on they always creep back to me. So I'm never a %100 okay.

Having to make a decision is stressful so I avoid my feelings and avoid everything and act as if nothing happens but deep inside I just... I seriously don't know what to do, this is just too much.

I have to sleep or I'm gonna go crazy.