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Elders

I told the elders those feelings one time and they said I probably need to tell someone those feelings, to a sister who would understand them.

My problem was assuming that nobody would understand and I closed off...

I just... sigh why... I just thought of Camila. What if she comes back and I'm gone? What type of example is that from my part? See what I mean? My sense of duty is so big that I don't allow myself to leave.

I don't know what to do with myself🥺😔.