Sometimes I just don't want any of the family responsibility, I just want to do what's best for myself because for a long time my needs weren't being met... I told my dad that one time and he said I was being selfish... if that's so then I'm very selfish for not wanting it...That feels so wrong to say but at the same time I don't want to lie to myself...
I love Jehovah, I do... I just... is it possible to have what I want and at the same time not leave the truth? Or is it not?