I spent a long time avoiding my path. But now that my parents aren't pioneering I kind of want to get there. It's weird how ones mindset can change.
I feel guilty because I work a lot. I should be spending more time in service but instead I spend it on myself.
I have debt to pay; it's my fault cause I had no need to spend money. Every time I see the public carts I just wanna be there, not here...
I used to deny wanting any privileges but I want them all. I just wish time went by faster...
The world is unforgiving but Jehovah isn't.
