All my questions have been answered, and now I can stop asking questions.
But one thing that my mom, and also a friend said to me is, never say never.
So don't say it's not possible either, because reality is, you could be on my level right now. I don't have to be the one changing, you could be the one doing it instead. But I don't want you to change for me either. It wouldn't be right. You don't go back to the truth by force... Jehovah gives you the invitation but he doesn't force you. Even though this is slightly different because coming back would actually benefit Kevin. So there is reason for me to want him to come back, other than simply being with me.
I know that Jehovah would make him truly happy. And that's what I mean every time I say that I just want him to be happy. Because Jehovah would be give him the real love that I know he wants. And I just want him to have that. I don't want him to be sad or in pain and it pains me to see him unwell. I just wish he'd realize how better off he would be if he just came back.
