I think this will end exactly how the thing with Ale did.
I'm assimilating it.
It just feels weird that I already went through this in the past and now I'm going through it but with someone else.
The difference is the expectations that he has for me. But the thing is the same. I feel something and he doesn't.
I just wish that I could have his IG at least. To like not break things off completely. Because by texting I feel like the distance is a lot. I want him to know how I'm doing, and I want to know how he's doing.
Yeah, I want another way. I want him to see me posting pictures with my future husband, with the sisters in pioneer school, with my life. And I want to see him show his openness and finally post something to know how he's doing.
Or maybe it just won't work that way. Maybe things are meant to end like this, like how they ended with Ale and I just try to find another way.
