To be honest, after realizing how many times I humiliated myself I wanted to disappear. I wanted to move to another country.
But then I was like, "that's not realistic" .
So I had to internally get over myself.
And get over the: "no one will ever love me".
I had to demolish the story I constructed and open my eyes to what really happened. To what happened to the seed I planted.
Because if you think about it, something else happened. If you flip the coin and look at things from the other end (his end), you see things on a different perspective.
I planted a lifetime friendship...
