In 2021, when I came back, I wanted to pretend nothing happened and that all my mistakes were a bad dream, so I continued on drinking (moderately this time), and didn't pay attention to some things. But one time my mom talked to me about it and her words got me.
I couldn't pretend I didn't do anything. I had to pay my respects to Jehovah and not go back to it. I had to show I learned from my mistake... so I decided to quit drinking altogether.
And now I'll have to tell my friends not to give me anything because I made my decision... and I kind of don't want to explain my whole past... sigh. I'll just say "you know what, I actually decided not to drink anymore... even though it doesn't bother my conscience to drink I want to respect my past."
Maybe that answer is too telling🤦🏻♀️. I'll just pray before saying anything.
