I want to enjoy this place fully... I want to loosen up and be happy.It's all just thoughts that don't matter. Nothing matters.
A few months ago I was stressing out about finding someone for me and today I don't care anymore! A few weeks ago I was worrying that I would never get over my feelings and today it just hit me, that I am over them!! And I was so sad because I thought I wouldn't move out until next year but I did!!!
I am happy and being happy isn't a crime. I'll stop feeling guilty and enjoy.