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As it is

I'm watching a movie for like the 4th time, and this time, it feels like a movie. I used to watch it years ago and think it was my life, or some version of my life that I secretly wanted. But now, I see like it is. A movie. With good looking characters. With an ideal that people want but only a few get. The fantasy that after years they'll realize how much they love you, marry you and live happily ever after, even if it's 20 years later.

It's a good movie though.