If I had chosen to give up on my wish sooner, I would've ask him if Melanie could come with us to the ice cream. Or I would've given him the ticket and let him watch the show.
I acted on my feelings. And that sucks because then, how many things did I do based on them?
I'm not gonna torture myself over it but... at the same time I didn't let him go to the show. I was being selfish and I'm sorry.
I got to focus less on my feelings and more on the person... And use my head more because when I act on my heart it makes it harder to focus, and I throw my reason out the window.
