"Years ago I changed for you. But if you ask me now, I wouldn't change for you. I learned not to"
Saying that took courage, because I acknowledged a lot with just a few words. I acknowledged the motivations I had before. That I was changing myself to get him.
And that's when it all clicked in my head.
And I reached the point of facing reality.
I can look at everything transparently and it's weird to look back because now I see things without sugar coating in my brain. I can see everything clearly.
I keep repeating myself but this year has been an eye opener for me.
