I had a dream that me and a guy were both off work, and him, mom and I were in the elevator because my mom worked there too.
He was smiling and talking about his day, saying, "did you had a moment during the day where you paused?", and my mom answered before I could say anything, with, "my day was busy, it's always busy here so there's no time to rest.", then I smiled back at him and said, "yeah, there was a moment I didn't know what to do and I thought, who can I talk to right now...? And thought of a couple people in my head but then I interrupted myself like, no Danna, shhh, focus. Then I put away my phone and kept working. Has that happened to you?" He smirked in complete agreement and said "yeah, it totally has". We both just smiled at each other and the dreamed ended.
Why do I dream of him if I know he's not the one?
Deep down I want him to be. He just needs to improve in a couple of things... and once he overcomes those things then yeah I'd like to try it out. But... I don't know if he would ever consider me. Why does my head do this to me?
How stupid it is, that I claim to love someone but then dream of someone else.
I think I know how impossible my first choice is, and that's why I dream of the second.
