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Why?

Why am I questioning myself again?

My voice of reason isn't speaking this time and it's shocking.

It's shut off for now I think, but my reason knows I can only choose 1 thing and I don't wanna choose just 1. So what's gonna happen if I choose 2 instead of one? I'll eventually end up choosing the one my heart desires more.

And going deep within what my heart wants more is something I... I don't know... or I know but I don't. Damn it.