I don't want to have a relationship that is based on me lying.
Jehovah is giving me a chance to make things right. And I think he's giving me time to accept things... but I must not think that just because nothing happened it means that it was okay to lie of where I was. Because lying is never okay no matter how big or small the lie is.
In reality, I didn't feel bad for going out with him because I didn't do anything bad with him. Nothing bad happened. But the only thing that made me feel guilty was lying of what I did during the day. I don't want to ever have to lie about someone or something again. I must not be stupid and care about what Jehovah thinks. I don't want to be a bad example either.
