These words kept popping up in my head this week.
"Idk why u dont wana let go. But I cant cuz you've done nothing wrong"
He can't because I've done nothing wrong...
And... I don't let go because he struck me to the core... and it's hard to let go when the love is strong.
"They do but idk its different with u"
It's different with me because I serve Jehovah and they don't. That makes me a quality person.
"Cuz ur the only one that gets me
I think u should know by now...
But whatever"
Knowing this makes it harder for me to stay away. It means more than he knows.
"Sucks we can't be friends tho..."
You know, I've been thinking about it these days. Thinking like, what would happen if we became friends. I wish there was a way but I don't know if there is one. If I agree and go out with him again, it would be a date. That's how it was when we went to restaurants or walking or did things just the two of us. Or us talking every day all day and night, watching movies, playing, we did so many things together. Or hugging so many times for long periods of time... We were doing everything that people who date do, except kissing. So, it messed my head up back then. If I agree and go out with him, it'll be a date. That's the only way that I'll go out with him.
