𝓛𝓮𝓸𝓷 𝓚𝓮𝓷𝓷𝓮𝓭𝔂| ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇꜱ ʙᴏᴏᴋ 4

Flashbacks and Flutters | Request| Smut

AN: Though not explicit, there are minor references to previous bad/toxic sexual experiences in Reader's past. If you're not comfortable reading then please don't!

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I laugh at Leon's joke as he keeps an arm wrapped around my shoulders, with quick hands he reaches into his jacket pocket and pulls out the keys to our home, swiftly unlocking the door before walking me in with an eagerness that's been building ever since our date night begun. I let out a small laugh as he closes the door behind him with his foot, then his hands grab my waist, tugging me towards him as I smile and lift onto my toes to wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him. At first our mouths simply dance around each other, but very quickly Leon's groans echo his need for me, his fingers tighten into my skin as we begin the blind shuffle towards the bedroom, whilst his kisses become more heated.

I melt into his touch, like always he caresses my clothed skin with such tenderness and care, as if every inch is worth being admired. I suddenly get the memory of my previous boyfriend pop up in my mind, the way he'd shame me for my body with subtle glances and comments, it would make me feel s uncomfortable that half the time we'd only have sex with me half undressed. The memory disappears as quick as it came when Leon's lips begin trailing kisses from my mouth and down my neck, his low hums of appreciation warm my skin. "So beautiful, I love the way your skin feels, I could spend hours kissing every perfect inch." Leon murmurs.

I smile even as the backs of my knees hit the bed, Leon pulls away for a second to switch on the lamp, then his smitten face is revealed to me. I can't hold back from tugging on his shirt, pulling him back to me even as he gently presses me backwards, wanting me lying on the bed for him to take care of and cherish. I still get nervous about this part, but Leon's always there to reassure me and let me take my time. With shaking hands I sit up a little to peel my dress over my head, revealing the lingerie set I put on for both myself and him, it gives me a little bit more confidence with the thought of knowing I'm content with how I look in it. Leon's eyes widen as he sits back on his heels and admires me, eyes soaking me in like an antique piece of art. I blush, arms already moving to cover myself as another flashback hits me. This time it's of my ex arguing with the set I bought for Valentine's Day, he insisted that I'd only got it to show someone else, and that he was getting the leftovers. I still had sex with him, even with tears in my eyes. Leon reaches out, cupping my face as my breath hitches and my throat closes up.

"There's no need to cover up in front of me, you know that, right? What you think is unattractive or shameful is the embodiment of gorgeous to me. I'm so glad to see you in that set you bought, you look so good in it, and I'm so lucky to be the only one to witness it." He softly assures me, eyes finding mine in the dim light. I take a breath, nodding as I release my arms and put my body on display once more. Leon senses I don't want to spend too long on this part, so he begins to undress himself then crawls over me, kissing me once more as I feel myself begin to relax once more. Leon reaches into the bedside table, pulling out a foil packet. "What are we going for tonight, rare or medium rare?" He jokes, giving me that Kennedy grin. I stifle a laugh, glad that he doesn't argue or bother me when I suggest one option or the other, unlike my ex.

I bite my lip, pointing to the protection. Leon nods, no judgement or negativity as he pulls open the packet and rolls on the protection. He gives me a thumbs up after, this time making me giggle and roll my eyes. "Such a romantic, giving me a thumbs up before you're about to make me come." I tease back. Leon shrugs, coming back down as he presses his chest to mine, then I lift my hips as he eases my underwear down and off before lining himself up. I'm more than ready, the small whimper I let out shows, but regardless Leon still asks.

"Still feeling good?" Leon asks. I nod, but he gives me that playful pointed look, never one to go further until I've verbally said so.

"I'm good, let's get a move on." I whisper, reaching and grabbing his ass as he chuckles then slowly enters me. He's careful even though he doesn't have to be, at first I panic thinking I'm not doing enough or not being hot or sexy, I'm to lazy or not making enough noise or-

"You feel really good, I love seeing you underneath me like this," Leon murmurs, stroking my hair back as he pulls out a little to then ease back in, he knows what I need without me having to voice it, "I hate to be awkward, but I don't think I'm going to last long seeing those pretty eyes of yours keep fluttering like that." He groans, speeding up as I clench and gasp, forgetting all about the bad experiences as Leon hits the perfect spots every time. I resist closing my eyes as I lock my ankles around Leon's waist, urging him to go deeper. It's only recently I've mastered the confidence to seek what I need, before it was just my sex who received the pleasure, leaving me unsatisfied and used.

"I-I need more." I whisper, feeling myself panic and wait for the outburst, but Leon nods, reaching a few fingers to tease my clit. Once he does, I'm on a highway to Heaven. I moan when I want to, letting go as Leon makes love to me like he loves me, and I enjoy it enough like I love him. Soon enough our breaths mingle as we reach our peaks, Leon comes first, spilling into the protection with a moan of my name before he keeps thrusting again, making sure I'm not left hanging. I writhe, open mouthed as I tip over the edge.

After, Leon kisses me, smiling as we recover from our highs. He cuddles me, giving me praise and asking if I need anything. When I try to get up he stops me and rushes to the bathroom, coming back with a warm cloth. He kneels between my legs, kissing my thighs as I blush and mumble something about doing it myself, but he tuts at me and cleans me up anyway. Afterwards I quickly pee then climb under the covers with him, feeling safe and cared for as he cuddles me until I fall asleep.