Crazy || Hyunlix

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If you had told Felix that he would be able to experience love like this, he wouldn't have believed it. Considering where he came from and what he went through it didn't seem possible.

Felix opened his eyes, looking at their shared bedroom, staring at the ceiling knowing that it was gonna be a good day because he had hyunjin, an actual family to be honest.

"You're awake." Felix heard, he Immediately stared at Jisung who opened the door, holding the child and what seemed like many bags of clothes.

"W-What is all of this?"

"We went shopping yesterday, I may have gone over my limit but minho didn't stop me so." Jisung smiled, and he sat the many bags down. Making Felix wipe his eyes to make sure he saw the visual of these bags.

"Hi." Felix cooed out, slowly holding the child in his arms. "So how was your night last night? Was it good?"

"What do you mean was it good?"
Jisung gave him an 'I know what you did' look. "It was great then." Felix stuck his tongue out, holding the child by the head as he stood up from his bed.

"How are you and minho? While you're interrogating me," Felix said quickly. "We're good, everything is good,"
Jisung said honestly, he was in love again which was scary to think about, jisung in love? Is Felix in love? Why was everyone in love?

"How is jeongin? I haven't spoken to him in a good month."

"He's good, he's back with Chan." Felix said as if he wasn't a big deal. Jisungs jaw fell open a little bit," he did what?!" He nearly screamed. "Hey.. the babies falling asleep, shut up," Felix said, a frown, he'd truly fallen in love with his parent although it was kind of stressful— he found it nice.

Jisung just rolled his eyes at this,"why is he back with him?"

"I don't know, I've learned to accept jeongins terrible feelings. Accepted it a long time ago." Felix said with a chuckle as he was shuffling through fits today, mostly sweatpants, and hyunjins hoodies.

"But Chan treated him terribly."
Jisung said. He could remember everything so clearly, the night jeongin got home from whatever happened that night, hurt and just crying, Felix was there to. He heard everything.

Yet, jeongin was still inlove with him.

There was mentally and physically no way.

PAST

Jeongin opened the door, his lips
Quivering completely, he was in full tears. He felt weak, used, and all of the above. He thought Chan liked him, but he didn't. His whole school day had been terrible after that incident. "Are you okay?" Jisung asked Immediately, noticing the defeat look on jeongins face.

"Yeah, I'm fine." Jeongin wiped his eyes Immediately trying to get rid of the disgust on his face. The lies that Chan planted on his face. He felt overwhelmed, tears still wanting to stream down jeongins face.

"Fuck.." He quivered out, looking down at the bathroom sink. He felt dumb to be exact, everything hurt. His legs, and his stomach from anxiety. His head was pounding from the overwhelming sensation.
"Hey, what's wrong? You don't seem like yourself." Felix asked, he walked into the bathroom, staring at jeongin who slowly slid down the bathroom's tiled walls, his eyes crying from so many emotions.

"Jeongin?" Felix asked, bending down to the boy's level, his eyes beginning to show a look of concern as jeongin buried his eyes hiding them away in his arms that held his knees to his chest.

"H-He said he loved me but.. he used me," Jeongin said, his words falling beneath him, his words choking as he sobbed. His fingertips turned white from grasping against Felix's arm that now hugged him.

"I let him.. I let him use me, this is my fault." Jeongin took the tears away from his face. "No, it's not your fault, it's his fault jeongin—" Felix said, yet jeongin didn't want to believe it. He just pulled jeongin closer, holding him so tight that he couldn't suffocate enough.

"He said he loved me.. I'm so confused.." jeongin stuttered. "Why were you even in a room with him jeongin.." Felix asked gently. He didn't question further, rubbing jeongins back, comforting him.

Which was why he was confused on why jeongin went back.