Crazy || Hyunlix

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Jisung sat at his desk. To his luck, he owned the same major as minho who was sitting infront of him as it was assigned by groups. He was sitting next to some guy named Changbin. He didn't know much about this guy besides the fact he looked extremely hot and muscular and he looked as if he could kill jisung with a singular glance.

He looked familiar though. "Are you jisung?" Jisung quickly looked over at the guy, he was curious as to why he knew jisungs name. "Yes, why?" Jisung responded. "You work at a bar
Right? No judgement." He quickly said. He knew specifically what jisung worked as.

He didn't judge.

"Mhm, yes, have I met you somewhere?"

"Not really, I just regonized you." Changbin smiled. Jisung noticed the way changbins eyes were smiling back at him, he was very attractive.
Jisung blushed a little and looked down to his studies, the work book infact that was handed to them.

"Hi babe!" Jisung quickly looked up, watching a guy approach minho.
Minho had.. a boyfriend? Jisung felt his heart drop. Minho looked happy,
"Hi love, are you busy tonight?" Jisung bit his lower lip, feeling tears emerge. Minho even called him love.

"Are you okay?"

"What? Oh — yeah!" Jisung wipes his tears secretly. Putting on a smile for changbin. "Are you sure? You seem uneasy."

"Just nervous, no other reason."

Jisung lied.

But he soon faced minho again who was now focused on himself. He wanted to talk to minho again. But he couldn't. He was already a bother to minho anyways.

"Uh jisung, the group was planning on meeting up at the bar tonight, Felix wanted me to tell you."

Jisung just nodded. He smiled a little at minho attempting to catch his attention. But, he remembered, minho had a boyfriend now. Minho could care less about jisung now.

"Ah, what time?"

"Around 7."

"Oh okay.. also, who was that earlier? That brought you lunch."

"It was my boyfriend."

Jisung just nodded. Forcing a smile to make minho slightly relieved. "How long have you two been talking?" Jisung Curiously asked.

"Ah, we were friends for a year, but, I realized I liked him maybe 2 months ago." Minho smiled. But something seemed off though, he didn't have that sparkle in his eyes when he spoke about his so called lover.

"I don't want it to be awkward between us so why don't we be friends? Start from scratch!"

Minho recalled.

Jisung didn't know if he could be friends with minho. He was ruining himself for minho. He was inlove with minho.

"I-I.." jisung didn't get to speak as the class bell rang. He was supposed to be with felix and jeongin now. Jeongin didn't hasn't really spoken to him though. He planned to ask him about it though.

TIME SKIP

"How is psychology?" Jisung questioned, a small playful smile.
"It's so much to take in." Felix tells him, messing around in his salad.
Jeongin was more quiet probably because jisung was here.

"Im gonna go get more ranch, this shit is nearly bland." Felix frowned, he stood up dragging himself away to the condiments.

"Are you mad at me?"

"What?"

"Have I done something?"

"Are you and chan really.. doing it?"

Jisung just blinked.

It seemed he had been waiting to ask that question. "Ah, no, where did you get that from?" Jeongin shrugged. "I can't tell."

Jeongin felt a little better.

Why did he feel better about jisung and chan not having anything going on?

Why did he feel much better when chan was single and not fucking with anyone. He sometimes thought about chan. He hated it, sometimes he felt like he might like chan again.

But. Maybe he was just confused, the two were now friends, plus he had the perfect boyfriend that treated him perfectly. Why would he want what was so bad for him?

But now he thought hard. When him and seungmin ever did anything chan popped up. So he stopped him before it got further.

"I think.. I like him again."

Jisung, who was mid drink. Nearly spit it out. Coughing out the access.
"What? But you have seungmin, he's perfect for you –" jeongin just looked over seungmin whom he's been ignoring. Ever since that fight between them. About how jeongin was starting to lower his efforts in the relationship.

PAST

Jeongin was Laying next to seungmin. The two were oddly quiet with eachother. "

"are you loosing feelings or something? I'm trying my hardest with you."

"No, I'm not I just.. I'm tired so –"

"Stop fucking lying to me jeongin, you don't put in any effort in, I've bought you flowers I've done everything I know you like."

Seungmins voice was raised.

"S-Stop yelling.. please."

Jeongin said softly.

Seungmin stood up. Slamming the door behind him, causing jeongin to flinch. He hated loud sounds, and seungmin knew this.

PRESENT

"jeongin, he treated you so terribly."
Felix said. Trying to convince jeongin It wouldn't be a good idea. "I know but I get so happy around him, and now I just feel so dull with seungmin." Jeongin admitted.

"So, I was hurt when I thought that you and chan y'know.." jeongin mumbled. "Whatever makes you happy jeongin, I want you to be happy." Felix said. He sounded slightly sarcastic.

Jeongin ignored this thought. He stood up, going to return his things.

Why was feelings so hard to figure out?

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