Crazy || Hyunlix

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It's been a while!" Chan heard. He felt more left out. He couldn't explain It. Minho wasn't really speaking to him, as he slowly drank the alcohol. He seemed more tense.

"How are you? Are you dating anyone so far? Or are you still a player?"
His friend asked. Chan just smiled a little,"Yeah, I am dating someone. He's really ni—" Chan was oddly interrupted, making him feel such offended when the guy spoke.

"Yeah, I'm sure everyone knows your boyfriend inside and outside." Minho mumbled. Though it was loud and clear that Chan just tugged at his bottom lip, nearly scoffing. 

"Well.." The other friend cleared the air, as he was curious. "I mean, seriously, what's so special about him to you? He's just like every guy you've messed with. You'll get bored of him."

"What the hell is wrong with you?"
Chan asked. Minho shrugged. He could only chuckle. He was drunk. That was great.

"I'm not going to get bored of him."

"Really, is that true? Did you know me and him had something going on? Did he tell you that? That he fucked your bestfriend just for attention and loneliness?"

Chans mouth parted a little bit, he felt his heart beat quicken. He didn't want to be here. The anger rushing through him. Jeongin didn't tell him this.

"Your boyfriend's a slut, you can't fix him." Minho stood up, carrying the glass with him through the club area. It was clear that Chan couldn't stay calm for anything.

He ran his hands through his hair,
He couldn't take it. He needed to leave.

Jeongin heard the door open from behind him, he was folding clothes as he had nothing better to do. He smiled, turning back to look at Chan. But the man's eyes were angry.

"Something wrong?" He asked, he gave a reassuring smile as he leaned in for a hug. As that's what he always did. He likes the warm scent.

But Chan just stood a little stiff, not moving much.

"You told me you hadn't done it in months, yet you did it with minho?"

Jeongins smile and happiness faded.

"W-What?"

"So you lied?"

Jeongins lips began shaking a little.

No, no, no.

Was what he said to himself, his crippling anxiety slowly taking over him. "I-Im sorry I didn't think you wanted to hear that.. i-it was wrong, I know, but i—"

"Hm." Chan said. He was honestly not in the mood to talk to jeongin.

"wait.. c-can we talk more? Please? I'll explain."

"Jeongin I'm tired."

Jeongin felt the clothes loosening him him watching Chan walk away silently.

"Chan don't walk away, listen to me." Jeongin said quickly, he pulled the muscular man back, looking into his eyes. Trying not to cry from bad thoughts.

"I'm listening.. what?"

"I only did it because I wanted attention and I wanted you so I found something close to you because I love you.. i-i know it doesn't make much sense but I swear I won't do it again! It was in the past so.. i-i haven't even been near him i swear.."

Chan just slowly sighed from his nostrils. "Are you gonna leave me? I-Ill do whatever you want.." jeongin said quickly. Trying to force a persuading smile.

He was begging. Begging and begging that Chan shouldn't leave. But Chan couldn't even respond, he felt betrayed. "Chan, please respond." Jeongin said, he reached for chans hand but Chan just removed it gently.

"Im going to bed."

Jeongin just smiled, tugging harshly at his skin, on his lips, fighting the urge to cry here and there. "O-okay." Jeongin said, he fixed his hair before he looked down, feeling his eyes watering as he heard the door shut beneath him.

Why was it falling once again?