Crazy || Hyunlix

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Jisung felt the smoke hit his face. Looking at minhos eyes that were now facing him,"since when did you start smoking again?"

"Just felt like it."

"There's a party tomorrow, welcoming the freshman and stuff, maybe we could go together."

Minho just looked jisung in the eyes. Wondering why jisung still invited him over. He still showed his feelings, still even tried. Ever since the day that minho was drunk and spilled his random feelings out, jisung began coming back and trying. Attempting to get that side back, because he liked minho.

After all of these years his feelings remained the same.

He liked minho.

"We don't really hang out alot anymore so I just thought —"
Jisungs smile was taken away, watching Minhos lifeless reaction.
Smashing the cigarette into the ash tray infront of them.

"Whose fault is that?" Minho asked,
Jisung became silent, biting his lower lip. "I-I don't know." Jisung mumbled.
Minho sat back in the island chair, tilting his head up at jisung.

"Im busy tommorow night, so I can't come."

"You can't make plans with me then? I won't take long, I just want to see you." Jisung said, desperately looking into minhos eyes. His eyes were so hard to resist.

"Yeah, fine." Minho said. Jisung smiled at this response, he just sat in pure silence once more. "What are you gonna wear?" Jisung questioned,
Curious as to what minho had in mind.

"What are you wearing?" Minho asked back,"a red set, me and felix bought red and black of the same thing so we'd match." Jisung pointed out.

"I'll where red then."

Jisung chuckled,"I'll find someone to where black for felix then." Minho frowned hearing felixs name,"is he doing okay?"

"Oh yeah hes fine, he's at hyunjins house right now."

"That was quick."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, the two hated eachother like 2 weeks ago."

"They could never hate eachother I could see it in there eyes." Jisung pointed out. He truly wished he could have a relationship like that.
He'd never get it though, as jisung was the closest thing to a hopeless romantic.

Minho nearly gagged hearing that. A laugh falling from his lips, he just continued to admire jisungs face. Noticing the pink tint on his cheeks. Probably because he was embarrassed to say such a corny sentence outloud.

But truly, he'd always wanted something like that. Where they only loved eachother, only was interested in eachother, let eachother know they were loved.

He'd never get that and he knew that. "Is there something on my face?" Jisung asked, minho had never stared at him like this. Minho just smiled lightly and shook his head.

"No, I was just looking at you."

Jisung just smiled, but he soon realized, minho didn't even like him. Why was he saying such a flirty sentence. Jisung just dropped the smile, a small sigh falling from his lips.

"Don't say that."

Jisung chuckled awkwardly. "Why not?" Minho asked clearly confused.
Tilting his head to the side,"you don't even like me minho, I'll get the wrong idea if you keep saying things like this."

"Then why do you invite me over? Most importantly Why can't you except that I want to be just friends with you jisung."

"I can accept that, it just hurts." Jisung fired back. "I invite you over so I can try and except the fact we won't be anything more than friends,
But I can't keep that same mindset sometimes. I feel like when you look at me there's something there, but it's always thrown down by you telling me about something else, it's like you try to avoid the fact we are only friends as well."

Minho just closed his eyes shut, standing to his feet. "Im leaving, it's getting late anyways."

"Minho, talk to me there's something you aren't saying."

Jisung begged.

"I've said all I want to say jisung stop pestering me about it, I'm fine. See you tomorrow night." Minho opened the door, slamming it tight infront of jisungs face. But jisung was right, there was something minho wasn't telling him.

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I am gonna take a nap in a minute I'm ngl. But like.thrres these bars with oats and honey and they are so good istg