take my hand //billie eilish//

chapter 20•

river pov:

its been three days since the incident at the rocks, we have been texting and facetiming alot and i did feel bad for ashley, but now that billie was back into my life i only cared for her

im scrolling through instagram and see billies story and it was a selfie of her and ashley on her story, yet she couldnt even post me half the time?

"river" daisy says and she slams my door open, she runs over to my bed and takes my hand "come" she runs to the restroom and shows me the pregnancy test "oh my god" i squeal

"how do i tell noah" her and noah are the cutest i met noah 2 years ago, like three days after me and billie stopped speaking and he really made a difference in my life, i love daisy just as much but gosh they make me feel so single

especially when they are always doing the cute couples shit or when i hear them having sex next door, i long this life with someone but i only have one girl in mind

"we should go tell him right now" "i want this to be a surprise" and its like my brain did the cartoon ding and the idea popped into my head

i text billie and ask her if we can throw a party at her house, it will be nice for them to meet noah and daisy and i think noah would adore billie and he will probably replace me with her

'bil i have a question'
'anything mamas'

fuck.

'could we possibly have a party at yours? daisy is pregnant and wants to tell noah but in a surprise party? and our apartment isnt big enough'
'i love the idea of course, and now ill get to meet the famous daisy and noah'

i giggle and tell daisy to meet me at billies for 6:30pm she nods and i give a hug "im so happy for use, i will be the best auntie" she laughs and agrees with me duh

i throw on billies hoodie and my boyfriend jeans and head to billies

i knock on the door and of course ashley answers with one of billies hoodies on and briefs. bitch.

i walk in "wheres billie" she nods to the stairs and i stick my thumb up at her, we arent the bestest of friends, as i walk in i see billies perfect naked figure

"shit sorry" i say spinning around, "its okay let me just get changed" she giggles

"im decent now" i turn around and she has huge off white cargo pants on with the yellow belt and a off white shirt "looking good" i say

"so i have a party plan, white balloons alot of alcohol which finneas with have to buy for us, cake, and a suprise box for noah" she nods in agreement as she stares at the hoodie

she walks up to me but it was a different type of walk like she was ready to throw me down and fuck me "my hoodie" she says gripping it "you can have it back" she shakes her head "keep it mamas"

this is wrong

i get lost in her eyes and her slightly parted lip "so we should head to the mall" she says pulling my arm and leading me out her room

"im just heading to the store with river" she kisses ashley and grabs her ass, i wish that was me fuck

what is coming over me? my sex drive is so high and ive never even had sex, its called the billie effect, river.

~time skip to party~

everyones here and im so happy i cant wait to see noahs reaction, daisy and noah arrived and have met billie and like i said noah and billie will love each other

well they are stood in the kitchen and to my surprise billie is actually drinking? i think shes doing it because i may of asked her to loosen up a little, whoops?

daisy is getting to know everyone, we planned to announce it at midnight so 30 minutes

ashley comes up to me and pulls me aside "could you stop this thing with my girlfriend" what? "excuse me" "with billie i want you to leave her alone"

is this bitch for real?

"we are friends ashley nothing more" i laugh knowing im a terrible liar "seems like it when billies face lights up everytime your name is mentioned or how shes always ready to see you" insecure much?

"dont worry i aint stealing your bitch, dont be so insecure" i laugh and i can see her getting mad, maybe i should stop drinking? im a bitch when im drunk "i dont find it funny"

"okay well ill come back to you when your girlfriend stops making out with me yeah?" i say while i walk away, in moments like these i should really keep my mouth shut

billie walks over to me and drags me upstairs into her room "what did you tell ash" i laugh "she started me calm down" billie pushes me up against the wall and i can feel her breath on my face, shes mad "look she asked me to stay away from you so i said ill come back to her when you stop making out with me"

she steps back "for fuck sake river" she shouts throwing her hands in the air "your so mad at me? when your little barbie down there came up to me first" i say stepping closer to her because why should i be scared?

ill admit my confidence grows when im drunk and its showing

shes stood there, with her resting bitch face, hot.

she walks up to me and puts both of her hands on my face and kisses me, its like a loop we are so bad but so good for each other

she lays me on the bed and climbs ontop of me "we shouldnt billie" i say as my lips slowly parten from feeling her wet kisses land on my neck

i begin taking my hoodie off and pulling her down by her chain, she gets up and locks the door slamming her perfectly plump lips back on mine

she traces her lips down my body reaching my jeans, she begins un butting them and slowly pulling down the zip, i feel my self getting wet for her and ive never felt such sensation in my stomach before

until it clicked, i pushed her off  "whats wrong" she asks "this all of this wrong billie" dont cry, dont cry "i know but i cant help my self around you" "its me or her billie" i spit and zip up my jeans, grabbing my hoodie and throwing it on heading for the door, she follows

we head down to the party and see its 5 to 12 perfect timing

UHM SORRY?
what do yall think will happen next 🙏🏽