river pov:
we arrived at the university and wow it was huge, i got the keys to my dorm, im by my self as no ones moved in yet
billie finneas claudia and patrick are here to help me move in, i think claudia just wanted to come to see the university, finneas came because clauds did and obviously billie well duh shes my girlfriend
"its so big" i say walking in, patrick moved most of my stuff in over the week and im very grateful for him i dont know what id do without him.
as i hug everyone goodbye billie decided to head out before i even got to say anything to her, "ill come back" i run out seeing her walk away down the hall "billie wait" i say
she spun around and i could see the tears in her eyes "look baby, this is my dream and ive wanted to do this ever since i was a little kid, and i promise this will not change anything between us" i smile pulling her in for a hug
she squeezes me so hard, "i love you" she says faintly "i love you too baby" the bell rung and it was time for me to get ready for my form class
"ive got to go but ill ft you and tell you all about my day" i smile, she wiped her tears and continued to walk with finneas and everyone else
"dont worry ill take care of her for you" claudia smiles "what would i do without you" i laugh hugging her one more time as she plants a kiss on my cheek "your book is amazing, cant wait to read the rest"
me and claudia where the only ones up late last night so i decided to let her read my first 17 chapters that i sent to the university, they did ask for more but luckily they let me off
she read the first chapter and she knew exactly who it was about, "keep going with your dream because that book will kill when its done"
i smiled as i closed my door, sighing this is my first time alone in 4 years. daisy is due in february its currently December and i decided to stay for Christmas break as i havent really enjoyed christmas since my dads passing
i shrugged and decided to write more as its the only thing thats been keeping me sane recently, "i knew me moving away for a while would change but i know we'd work out" i typed thinking of how much ill miss her already
i decide to close my laptop finishing a few chapters and clean up my dorm, hang up my picture, unpack my clothes until
'knock' uhm? i step to the door and open it "god sorry im late your river right? im new ive just moved" she grabs for my hand, wow shes uhm bubbly?
"im new too" i smile as she brings her bags in "so what are you studying, im studying english" she smiles "me too"
"do you need help with those" she shakes her head "i do need help with this though" she says dragging a huge box, "its a bed" she awkwardly smiled
"maybe we should build that first" she nods in agreement shoving her bags in the corner
"why do you look so familiar" she laughs "wait, are you billies girlfriend" shit. i kinda forgot people know who i am "yeah but ive rather go by river if thats okay" we both laugh
i could tell by the moment i opened the door we'd click she kinda reminds me of someone
as we build the bed it started to get awkward "so your name?" "olivia, olivia threshhold"
"river marlow" i say acting like she didnt already know my name "so why did you decide to study english" she asked
"ive always wanted to be a writer, you know write books and stuff" i smiled feeling my awkwardness poking through
"cool i want to be an english teacher" "maybe you could teach me some stuff" i giggle as the bed was almost done
"your good at this you shouldve been a builder" "billie says that to me" her head snapped towards me
"tell me more about you and billie, im a huge fan of her music and i love you too together but your kinda private"
"i mean how could we ever be private im dating one of the most popular singers, there isnt a lot to talk about we are happy i love her, she loves me"
"do you write music for her? i mean you do want to be a writer thats a start" "no no i did help write dont smile at me years back but that wasnt me i just gave ideas and she used them i guess"
"that sounds like writing lyrics to me, you deserve more credit" she laughed as we pushed her bed to were she wanted it
"can i play music?" she asked "of course" i say standing up and opening the boxes full of pictures, shoes and clothes
"shit, i forgot my sticky tack" i roll my eyes "i have tons take some" she says throwing it to me, i wish it was this easy to make friends when i really needed them
"thanks" i start to pull the pictures out and hang them on my wall, she looked over to me and jumped from her bed taking the pictures of my pillow and taking a look
"this is so cute, whos this" "my dad" i smiled.
she asked alot more questions and to be honest i didnt mind answering them, i mean if i wasnt so nervous id be talking alot more
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SOOO, I LIKE THIS CHAPTER, NEW FRIENDS
HOW DOES BILLIE FEEL ABOUT IT?
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take my hand //billie eilish//
Fanfiction"take my hand, look at me and just breath" "billie i cant it hurts my chest is hurting"
