river pov:
i woke up with a pounding headache and noticed billie is gone, i start to hear the music play louder and im guessing their in the studio? do they ever take a break
i grab my phone and stumble across a old lady selling pups, maybe i should get one to keep me company?
but when would i have the time for a pup with daisy having her baby and a potential wedding on the way, and now that billies back in the picture maybe tours and constantly just being next to her
speaking of interviews she has one today at 3:30 and its currently 2:45, her and finneas come in with claudia following behind on her phone, "i really cant be arsed with this interview its all about mine and ashleys break up and if im working on more music which they already know i am"
she looks around and spots im awake "my favourite girl is awake" i feel a smile creep on my lips as she bites hers playfully "are you coming to the interview with us" she questions "what would i wear" i giggle
claudia takes my hand pulling me from the sofa "ill show you" billie rolls her eyes as her hand brushed my thigh, god this tension is getting to me, we are both playing games
"i can see this" she giggles handing me baggy jeans "see what" "the tension use have, i know shes just broken up with ashley but its there" she hands me one of billies shirts "this is a casual fit? i cant go to an interview in this" she giggles "you dont have to dress fancy"
she walks out and i just keep wondering if me and billie will ever work out.
i get changed and decide to take a pic and post it on insta and head downstairs, everyone was sat there waiting on me to go "is the princess finally ready" finneas spits as claudia nudged his arm playfully
"yes" i turn to my right and see billie stood behind me, she links my arm and takes me to the car opening the door for me like a gentleman "thanks" i say smiling
"maybe we could go for food after the interview" a date? "sure" playing with my nails nervously, all of a sudden im nervous? ive never really been nervous around billie
her phone pings but she ignores it but it starts to go crazy, as we sit in traffic i see her smiling at her phone, i pull out mine and see a message from daisy
they are finding out the gender tomorrow and wanted to know if id come "hey so tomorrow im busy so if you need me im all booked in unfortunately" she just nodded to stuck in her phone to realise what i had said
okay?
the light turned green and she threw her phone in the back seat "sorry what were you saying" bitch. "it doesnt matter" i spit
"your pettiness doesnt suit you you know" she turns to me smirking "is that so" i spit back knowing it would strike her
as we pull up to apple studios the paparazzi swarm around us as i try to follow behind billie i feel my self getting shoved everywhere and i can feel my legs going weak
"dude watch it" i hear lightly as i see billie push a few dudes to get to me as she grabs my arm she sits me down inside and hands me a her water "ill be right there, if you need me"
she places her hand on my head stroking my hair as she sits ready for the interview
~time skip~
me and billie just finished getting food together and shes taking me home so i can stay with daisy as ive really missed her and noah
but before i leave the car she grabbed my face and kissed me and i kissed her back, breaking the kiss before it got any deeper "we shouldnt rush" i say softly
she nods in agreement "i love you river" "i love you to eilish" i close the door and head into my home feeling like the weight on my shoulder had been lifted
its crazy what love can do
"first off, mrs marlow where on earth were your texts to tell me you were with billie" she says sitting on an exercise ball
"we may have gotten to drunk, and i called billie to take us home" "im listening" i begin placing my stuff down on the kitchen island "and as i tried to leave the car she asked me to go stay over, but nothing happened until around 5 seconds ago when she kissed me and told me she loved me"
her eyes widen "use two are on and off its crazy" she rolls her eyes and sits on the sofa patting her thighs for me to lay on
as i head over, i lay my head on her thighs and let out a sigh and before i know it im asleep
sorry this chapter is boring IVE GOT WRITERS BLOCK...
IM BACKKKKK (sorry for the break rough weekend)
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take my hand //billie eilish//
Fanfic"take my hand, look at me and just breath" "billie i cant it hurts my chest is hurting"
