take my hand //billie eilish//

chapter 46•

river pov:

the show was starting, we were right at the railings, paparazzi swarmed us as we came in and i dreaded seeing the internet after the show

the lights shut off and i knew what was coming
this is not how i expected to start my 2023 but here we are? i guess

this the happier than ever tour shes done three of these now im surprised she did more since it came out in 2021; yep it doesnt feel like it but its been that long since we broke up i decided to extend my course and it finishes in two months

last time i recall she was still making music for this album.

the song tune played as the lights shone on her, as she jumped making her legendary opening

closing my eyes resting my self on the railing as all the fans screamed beside me, behind me god i feel so stupid being here

liv winking at me everytime i shuck my head at her

she started singing and i felt the goosebumps run over my body, like my skin had just shed a layer

billie pov:

as the first song ended and 'NDA' started to play i saw a familiar face in the crowd, i couldnt really make out their face yet as the lights where flashing red

but once it stopped, so did my heart

it was river with olivia? as i continued to scream so did river, it was like she intentionally looked up at me at the perfect time

catching eyes with her i knew i couldnt mess this up, the pressure come onto me as i signalled to finneas that someone was here

~time skip~

as we wrapped up the show, i noticed river and olivia had gone, i ran off the stage as finneas followed

"what is river doing here" i say to claudia "what" she seemed confused "shes here, she was in the crowd"

"are you sure" "i know her face when i see it" i say pushing past my family and heading for the doors at the back of the stadium

"billie where are you going" finneas shouted as i continue to literally run to find her

my heart and head where saying the same thing

i needed to see her, i needed to make this right and win her back, ill change ill force it on my self

seeing her tonight flipped something inside of me and i knew i couldnt let her slip from me again, she wouldnt wait forever for me and i couldnt see her with anyone else

"billie the meet and great?" my mom shouted as i knew i hadnt caught her in time

olivia pov:

"we should go last" river looked at me confused

"why?" "maybe its best"

billie pov:

i headed in the meet and great and spoke to fans and took pictures and videos with them all

there was only two more fans to come in and then i could find a way to contact river.

until she stepped in, i couldnt make out her emotions but i knew one thing for sure

"river" i spoke instantly walking up to her as i saw claudia and olivia smirk at eachother, choosing to ignore it and taking river in for a hug

"another chance?" i asked her in her ear, we stood there in a hug for a few seconds until she spoke

"ive missed you" i smiled, the biggest smile ive done in a long time, i pulled out the hug and kissed her, she kissed me back

the moment felt unreal, like this was a fever dream, like id wake up any minute

"i love you and ill never do anything to hurt you" i said and it was like the river i had always knew came back as she stuck out her pinky finger

"i got over the last mistake because we didnt pinky swear" she giggled as we locked our fingers

everyone clapped and my mom and dad looked so happy for me, it was like the break up never happened and it was all back to normal

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SHORT CHAPTER IM SORRY

I KNOW YALL ARE PROBABLY SO CONFUSED WITH THE BIG TIME GAPS AND I DIDNT ADD DATES TO THE BREAK UP I APOLOGISE FOR THAT

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