take my hand //billie eilish//

chapter 32•

river pov:

its been two weeks since tour, billies been resting her voice as its still raspy, hot right? i know

ive been applying to universities and havent heard anything back until my laptop pinged 'one new email'

"billie" no response "BILLIE" i yelled from her room, she was in finneas's doing vocal things to help with her throat being so raspy

"im here" she says "i have an email" billie laughed and sat next to me resting her head on my shoulder

"Stanford accepted me" i squeal, billies face lit up and she hugged me "when do you start" she asked

as i read further "next week" i say trying my best to keep my excitement in, "its pretty far" billie sighed "you could come visit me and i could come see you" i say as i take a pic and send it to my mom

my mom was so happy when we visited her while on tour, we are close, and we both apologised for our wrong doings and its all in the past

as i sent it billie looked kinda sad "its okay we can ft everyday and text all the time we are still in the same time zone so its fine" i say

"but ill miss you" i could tell she wanted me to go but she also wanted me to stay "i promise its me and you against the world, once im done with uni im here forever"

she smiled "so we should make the most of this week then, grammies tomorrow we have a fitting later" she says smiling "sounds good"

little does billie know i started writing a book, i sent a few chapters to stanford, they loved it and im thinking when its done maybe releasing it

its called "when the blue crashed with green" and its about mine and billies journey but without saying its about us? its like us but with two different people, cringe but what else would i write about?

~time skip~

we are at the fitting and billie looks amazing i matched her outfit with a dress, as did finneas and claudia i mean they look good in everything especially when its matching

they compliment each other so well, i hope people think like that of me and billie.

after the fitting me and billie went to sit the rocks we havent in a while and i knew billie wanted to speak about my move to collage

as we sat in silence she broke it "i want you to go you know, fill out your dreams but im scared of being alone, i love you and i dont want the distance to ruin us" she had a point

since we were kids we spent everyday together i practically lived at her house as a child, then my dad passed and i lived there full time, we had a break and ever since we came back together we havent been apart alot

"im scared to bills, but if we can cope with the distance and make our way through it than that shows we can get through anything, and if we cant we will find each other again, we always do" i shocked my self

i had to speak the truth because maybe the distance will break us up but we found each other once we can do it again

"its us always and forever" i say pulling her up and dragging her towards the sea "its gonna be cold" she says whining like a baby "shut up" i say as i push her into the sea giggling

she chased me and wrapped her arms around my waist dunking me under the wave "bitch" i say pulling my self up by her shirt

"your hair looks hot wet" she says as we kiss "lets see yours wet" i swipe her legs and she fell flat on her back into the tide, i held my stomach as i laughed while she began to chase me around the whole beach

"please i dont want sand on me" i couldnt breathe at this point, running and laughing does me no good "should we get an ice cream" she says stopping in her tracks

"yes" i say falling right into her trap as she throws sand over my hair "billie" i say emphasising on the e she giggles as she ran to her car

"get in" she shouts from the window as i slowly walked to the car sighing

i got in and we got ice cream and headed home

"today was fun" i say taking a bite, my teeth aren't sensitive like billies but everytime she saw me bite the ice cream she'd pull this weird face and make a noise, i sniggered at her and we sung our hearts to ariana grande on the way home

legend.

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I LOVE ARIANA GRANDE UGH

ANYWAYYYYYY EVERYTHING IS GOING SO GOOD FOR THEMMMM