take my hand //billie eilish//

chapter 59•

billie pov:

the big day, my suit was on my hair was tied back, i looked different my parents hyping me up and my mom about to cry

"mom please youll set me off" she smiled "we have all waited for this day" she said grabbing a tissue as me and finneas laughed at her

i was ready, to wait to see my wife at the top of the isle as my mom and finneas walked me down my dad disappeared?

i was confused but i knew he'd come back, even though he was supposed to be walking me to but oh well

as i waited impatiently i saw the tip of her dress poke around the corner as her bump slowly came inframe

i smiled fiddling with my ring trying not to cry, gosh i really am my mothers daughter, until i saw someone it was my dad

linked arms with her while her mom linked her other arm and my heart warmed and i couldnt be happier to see my own father walk my wife down the isle

i knew this day would be hard for river as her dad wasnt here to do so but i know she will be just as happy to see my dad representing hers

as i saw her wide smile, a tear rolled down my  cheek, i couldnt keep my eyes off her even if i blinked i would miss one step so i didnt

the closer she got the more nervous i felt

she hugged my dad and then her mom and she stood there, in my face in a huge white dress, like she had always dreamed since we got together the first time

after they made us copy them we got to say our own speech

"i think maybe 4 years ago i never knew id be here, i didnt know if i was ever going to get you back and im amazed you stuck by me, every dark day that had overtook me you stayed, my happiest days you supported me and kept pushing me beyond my limits and im thankful because without you i wouldnt be anywhere, that day you convinced me to let finneas release the song was the day my whole world changed, the day i knew i had the biggest supporter i couldve ever gotten, i love you river and your dad would be so proud to see you here in your big dress with your big bump which is exactly why i have something to show you"

the lights dimmed and i turned around smiling at my dad

years ago my dad was obsessed with recording on his very old camera

~flashback~

billie pov:

rivers dad was building something in the background while we played around with pepper

until out of no where he came behind us picking up both up and running around with us

we screamed trying to get our away out of his arms as he placed us down he began to tickle us, i knew that river would be my best friend forever

~end of flashback~

the whole room laughed as me and river watched her dad pick us up and run around the room with us, i looked over to her and she was sobbing

keeping a tissue under her eyes to not ruin her makeup

until out of no where my baby voice played through the speakers "i want to stay friends with ri forever"

as the video then continued to show videos of her and her dad she didnt even know existed but before it ended

"i love you ri ri" her dad spoke and i knew that she would break down she looked at me and all i wanted to do was hug her but i couldnt