take my hand //billie eilish//

chapter 29•

billie pov:

i took river home, after visiting her dad and taking shark on a walk, its its 12pm and we are getting everything ready to head on tour

my mom is preparing the schedule, finneas is tuning his guitar, claudia is playing with shark and river is on her way, my designer is helping me pick my outfits

"i like the Louis Vuitton outfit" and the voice ive been needing to hear all day finally echoed through my ears

she smiled at me and took a seat next to claudia

as we continued to pick out the outfits i noticed river and claudia speaking

river pov:

"are we still going ahead with the plan" i smile "everyones in its happening" billie turns 20 while we are on tour, so we are going to walk out on stage and sing happy birthday

and bring out the cake, you get it

maggie comes in "1 hour till we got to hit the road" she seems really stressed "ill be back" i walk out of the room and into the kitchen

"do you need help" i smile pulling my self up onto the counter top "thank you, could you take these into the bus" she says handing me a crate of water "we need around 3 or 4 in there" i smile and nod taking the crate into the bus

wow its beautiful in here, so much room so many beds and places to sit its like a mini home

i feel so special she asked me to come with her, i know ashley probably went to her last one but that doesnt matter to me, im here now and thats all that matters

as i walk out the bus the paparazzi swarm me "billies girlfriend" "are you joining her on tour" "will you look engaged at the tour" "why is she taking you to tour" the men shouting felt like hell

but some of the things really caught my attention "i am joining her on tour, and i cant wait" i say heading back into the house knowing id have to go back out there

as i bring the other crates the paparazzi group got bigger and bigger, id seriously hate to be famous "whats it like dating billie eilish" "us fans really love you" i hear from a boy shout from across the street

he looked around 19 and was wearing a billie beanie, i threw him a smile and he continued to walk down the street

"so you do interact with the fans" i hear "of course i do they mean as much to me as they do to billie" i say walking away until

my arm got dragged by a man who looked in his 50s "we arent done asking questions"

"i am done and please dont touch me" i scoff seeing the lights flash faster everytime i spoke, trying to snap the best shot of me to put as their stupid headlines

i walk back into the living room, taking a huge sigh which filled the room "everything okay" billie and finneas asked in sync "the paparazzi is crazy, one of them even dragged my arm" i let out a laugh and shake my head

but billie didnt seem to take it as a joke, before i could say anything else she headed for the door "billie they want the reactions" finneas says "they grabbed her arm finneas"

"i know but if you go out there and react in anger you will never hear the end of it" finneas is right he always is

we continued to speak and plan everything

until it was time to go

we all helped load everything into the bus and and now we are heading to LA the first tour of 3 weeks, i can tell billie is nervous

"youll be great" i say wrapping my arm around her waist laying my head on her shoulder "cant you hear me im not coming home do you understand, ive changed my plans" her and finneas have been working hard on their new music

she wants to release the album in two years or so because they still have so much to work on "i know better than to drive you home" i admire her "cause youd invite me in, and id be yours again"

when she sung them lyrics it hit me, what if i had never called billie that day? would we be here right now?

everyones having conversations as billie sings and i watch her it felt like it was only me and her in that bus

the world stopped spinning for a minute and everything was perfect.

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