Love Lives Forever

Chapter 68: The Morning After

June 26th, 1995

8:21 AM

Alana POV

Waking up feeling happier than I've been in the past few years was one of the best things I ever felt. It was like Michael proposed all over again. And this is all thanks to Janet. She just made up for lying to me about the record deal.

I looked over my shoulder expecting to see Michael still sleep but instead he was staring at me with his beautiful brown eyes with a smile on his face. I smiled back.

"Good morning beautiful." I let out a girly ass giggle.

"Good morning handsome." He pecked my lips.

"How did you sleep?" Truth be told I barely slept. I was too happy to sleep. But I wouldn't tell him that. He would be more worried than anything.

"Amazing. What about you?" He smiled closing his eyes.

"The best sleep i've had in years." I looked up at him worried. He still hasn't been sleeping? I guess he felt me looking at him because he opened his eyes & sighed. "Yes, I still haven't been sleeping well. I tried so hard but I just couldn't do it. And the fact that it wasn't you I was next to anymore made it no better. But I can't blame anybody but myself for that."

"Stop," I said.

"Stop what?"

"Blaming yourself. It's over & done with. We can move past that now, okay?" I caressed his face. He nodded smiling. I smiled back & sat up. He groaned.

"Stop. Comeback."

"We gotta get ready for the day."

"No we don't," He whined. I laughed at his childishness. "I just got you back. I want to hold you for a little longer." He reached his arms out & I rolled my eyes playfully laying back down. He wrapped his arms around me protectively & nuzzled my neck. "That's better."

"Mhm." I felt him move closer to me, putting his morning wood on me. I groaned. "Michael." He laughed in my neck. "Get it off of me." He brought his face out of my neck.

"How about I put it in you?" He asked seductively. I shivered, getting turned on as he laughed & started to kiss on my neck. I tilted my head back a little letting out a small moan.

"Michael."

"You must've forgot. It's daddy," He said said & slid into me making me gasp. Damn it's gon take a while getting used to this again. I closed my eyes, moaning slightly as he slowly went in and out of me. It felt so good. Has he gotten better at this or what?

Of course he's gotten better. He's been fucking Lisa Marie. She looks like a damn freak.

All enjoyment had left my body as I realized I was now not the only woman he's been with.

"Michael move."

"What? Why?" He groaned/moaned as he tried to speed up. I probably would've enjoyed it if that thought hadn't popped up, but it did. Now I was more angry & upset than anything.

"Because I fucking said so." I slid off him & tried to get out of the bed but he grabbed my hand. I turned to him & he gave me a worried look.

"What's wrong Lanie?" I shook my head. "No." He sat up. "We just got back together. Another chance to better our relationship. That means no holding back if we have a secret or problem. So tell me," He said sternly.

I sighed. "Did you & Lisa have sex?" His face changed. He knew what I was getting at. He sighed scratching his head. Then he nodded shamefully. I turned away rubbing my forehead. I mean I already knew, I mean shit they were together for like two years, but it hurt. Michael is the first & only man i've given my body to & knowing that i'm not the only one he's been with anymore just pisses me off.