Art of being a Player...

Beg

We tried to act as if nothing happened, and so my friends did too. It was not easy, especially when we all know that there's someone who's hurting and suffering while we are trying to move on with our lives. Cian and I never got the chance to speak to each other again, although at times I caught him staring at me. I am thankful that he is not doing anything that will cause a chaos since I became a little bit emotional this past few days, and I cannot handle any drama anymore. 

 It's been one week and I am really grateful because everything seems nomal, or that's what I thought. Until I received an unexpected message.

'Let's meet, I need to talk to you.' -Gorgette

I almost dropped my phone after reading her message. My heart beats fast, it's like I did something wrong and I got caught and I am about to be punished. I made an excuse to Travis para hindi nya ako ihatid saamin. Gorgette and I decided to meet at a restaurant near my University. She was already there when I arrived. 

Malayo na malayo ang hitsura nya ngayon sa hitsura nya nang nasa bahay sya at namasukan bilang kasambahay. Siguro nga this is the real her. I can't deny that she's a real beauty, hindi na ako magtataka na nagustuhan sya ni Travis. She's oozing with sex appeal and elegance, and coming from me, believe it when I say so, bihira akong pumuri ng kapwa ko, kaya when I say it I really do mean it. She is sitting there like a Princess, she's wearing a white maxi dress, with her hair being blown by the wind since she is at the balcony of the restaurant. She is clutching her purse as if her life depends on it, her eyes are epmty, she's a picture of lady in distress. I sighed and walked towards her, It feels like I'm the antagonist in their story, especially in how I look right now, with my red outfit and red lips..

Nang makaupo ako sa harap nya ay di parin nya ako napansin, she's too lost in her thoughts, kung hindi pa ako tumikhim ay hindi sya makaalis sa sarili nyang mundo.

"Gorgette." I said.

She nodded at me and gave me a small smile, halatang matamlay sya.

"Do you want to order first?" she asked. Even the way she speaks it shouts elegance. I won't be shock if I will discover that she was born with a golden spoon in her mouth. And yet nagawa nyang magpakababa just for Travis, she really loves him so much.

"I don't think that's needed, I'm sorry but I want to know the reason of this meeting?" I said straight to the point. I don't want to be rude but, I am really feeling guilty that's why I'm trying to hide it by my bitchy attitude.

She nodded and looked down at her hands.

"I-Im sorry.. for pretending to be a housemaid. I was just so desperate.." she said then she looks at me, her eyes are glistening from tears. She bit her lips, as if trying to control her sob. I swallowed hard, looking at her is so hard, it's like seeing her having a hard time and I'm one of the people who's responsible for her suffering. "I love him..i-I love him so much.. that I'm w-wiling to do everything just to be n-near him."she said in stammering voice. "I almost die when I've heard about h-his accident, I searched for him for a long time..and when I found him, his already happy with you..and worst he can't even r-remember me!" she cried. She sob in her palm.

"G-gorgette.."

She wiped her tears and tried to calm herself, her eyes are red as well as her nose. She tried to smile, but her eyes are too sad.