Art of being a Player...

For the first time..

"What in the word 'YOU ARE MINE' can't you understand? Huh Carra?"

Halos mapanganga ako sa sinabi nya. He looks annoyed and not ready to accept my excuses.

"Cian.."

"Kanina lang si Pierce ang kasama mo, then ngayon si Saige, seriously Gorge, alam kong lapitin ka ng lalaki but for goodness sake kakatalikod ko lang iba na kasama mo? Yung mga Players pa na yun?!" inis nyang sabi.

Wow? Kala mo sya di Player!

"I have given you enough time Gorge, I have given you space dahil baka nakukulitan ka na saakin, then ganito ang makikita ko?" nailing nyang sabi.

I was about to answer him pero inunahan nya uli ako.

"And damn, why are you wearing that kind of clothes?! You know how much I hate it when guys can see your skin right?! Do you really want me to go crazy? Huh Gorg?!" naniningkit ang matang sabi nya sabay hawak sa  buhok nya.

"Are you done?" nakataas kilay kong tanong. "Pwede bang ako naman mag salita?" sarcastic kong tanong. His jaw tightened.

"Look Cain, I don't know why are you acting like that?! I mean.. we are not even together for you to act like a jealous boyfriend, and You don't have the right to say something on my outfit because you are not my boyfriend. In case that you are forgetting." I said then I smirked at him.

I was expecting him to be mad at what I said but instead he just smiled at me, yung ngiting pang asar.

"I have every right Carra, because I own your heart..and we both know that. And have you forgotten? NAGKABALIKAN na tayo." Nakangisi nyang sabi.

"W-what are you talking about?!"

"You heard me right Gorg, nagkabalikan na tayo!"

"You're crazy! Bakit ikaw ang nag decided nyan? Wala akong natatandaan na pumayag akong makipag balikan sayo!" inis kong sabi. Pero sa halip na sagutin nya ako ay hinila lang nya ako hangang sa makarating kami sa kanyang bagong sasakyan, at pilit na pinpasok ako sa loob. "Wait! What about my car?!"

Hindi nya ako uli sinagot pagkatapos ay umikot sya sa drver's seat at pumasok.

"Cian—"

"Why do we have to be miserable when we can be happy together?" biglang nyang tanong saakin. "We love each other Carra and we both know it, so why are we doing this?"

Napalunok ako kasabay ng pag iwas ng tingin, naiintindihan ko ang sinasabi nya, pero hindi ko rin alam sa sarili ko kung bakit kailangan naming mapunta sa ganitong sitwasyon.

Naramdaman ko nalang ang paghawak nya sa kamay ko kaya napatingin ako sa kanya.

"I know I've hurt you in the past Carra, but I already paid for my mistakes all I'm asking is for another chance Carra, so please take me back.." he said then tear drops from his eyes. "Take me back and let's start again, and I promise to be your Forever.."

"It's not that easy Cian.. kakabreak lang namin ni Travis." I murmured.

Hinawakan n gang mukha ko at pilit na hinarap sakanya, his eyes are pleading.

"Its' been more than 3 months Carra, besides he's already moving on with his life. I know he will understand if you chose to be happy... I miss you Gorg, I miss US"

Kusang tumulo ang luha ko, he is right.. it had been almost two years since Cian and I broke up, and I missed him so badly. Maybe..this is the right time, for us to forget everything that happened in the past and move on with a new chapter of our lives.