Art of being a Player...

Beautiful in White

'Not sure if you know this
But when we first met
I got so nervous I couldn't speak
In that very moment
I found the one and
My life had found its missing piece'

The video has ended kaya naging madilim ang paligid. Then someone started to sing.

'So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now til my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight'

Si Cian..

I Know kahit madilim, sya ang kumakanta, I stood up while my hands are on my mouth trying to control my sob.

'What we have is timeless
My love is endless
And with this ring I
Say to the world
You're my every reason
You're all that I believe in
With all my heart I mean every word'

Biglang nagkailaw sa stage, a spot light na nakatapat kay Cian, who's holding a bouquet of flower while singing. He is standing there looking so handsome, he looks like a matinee idol in his white tuxedo.. while singing like it is his concert. He looks so serious, that made he look so hot.

'So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now til my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

Oooh oh
You look so beautiful in white

So beautiful in white
Tonight'

Bumaba sya ng stage then naglakad dahan dahan papunta saakin.

'And if a daughter is what our future holds
I hope she has your eyes
Finds love like you and I did
Yeah, and when she falls in love, we'll let her go
I'll walk her down the aisle
She'll look so beautiful in white

You look so beautiful in white

So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now til my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

You look so beautiful in white
Tonight'

Tuluyan na akong umiyak sa palad ko hanagang sa niyakap nya ako at hinagod ang likod ko while kissing my head. Binaba nya sa table ang hawak na bouquet dahil hindi ko yun nakuha.

"Cian.." I cried.

"Hush..Please don't cry.." he said bago humiwalay sa pag kakayakap nya saakin. He cupped my face making me look at him.

"I-im so sorry Gorg." Nanginginig ang boses nyang sabi na para bang iiyak na. "I'm sorry." He said and right then I witnessed again how Cian cried.

"C-cian—"

"I'm sorry for hurting you and making you feel like i chose someone else over you. And I am so sorry that I was not there when you needed me. I should have taken Care of you.. you were so sad and stressed because of me at the same time you are carrying our Baby. I'm sorry that I got you and the baby endangered because of—"

"I love you Cian, and you are forgiven. I now understand why you did everything that you did. Please don't be sorry for trying to make me happy." Umiiyak na putol ko sa sinasabi nya.

"About Adrianna.. I told her that I never want to see her again. Because of what she did we almost lost our baby." He said while touching my tummy.

I nodded at him.

"Can you still take me back Gorg?"

I smiled at him then I hug him.

"Of course! I will always have you back.. no matter what happened because you are mine to begin with!"

"Thank you Gorg, I love you so much baby.." he said then he kissed my lips.

"I know."

Biglang may lumapit kay Cian na waitress na may tulak tulak na Tray. Binuksan nya ang nakatakip at may kinuha doon, dahil sa may kadiliman ay di ko napansin kung ano ang kinuha ni Cian doon, nagulat nalang ako ng bigla itong lumuhod sa harap ko at hinalikan ang tyan ko tapos ay umayos sya ng pagkakaluhod.

"Carra Amethyst Ferrer.. will you take this former PLAYBOY to be your Forever? I know it sounds cheesy but I want to spend my whole life with you, I want to be your FOREVER baby..please take me and make me yours."

I gasped, somehow hindi ko na inaasahan magpopropose si Cian, dahil akala ko ay wedding na agad.

"Gorg?" Cian asked nervously while still kneeling, hindi ko napansin na nakatulala na ako.

"Yes!" I said. Then he stood up and hug me.

"She said yes!" malakas nyang sabi, na pinalakas pa dahil nakalapel sya. Bigla ko nalang narinig ang hiyawan ng mga tao at palakpakan. Akala ko ay magkakailaw na, pero hindi parin nila binubuksan ang ilaw. Instead napatingala ako ng marinig akong pag putok, May fireworks na nagsasabing:

I LOVE YOU

Napasinghap ako, it looks so lovely, magsasalita palang ako ng biglang dahan dahang nagliwanag sa pamamagitan ng kandilang isa isang nasindihan na nakapalibot saamin. Biglang napatulo ang luha ko nang Makita kung sino sino ang may hawak ng mga kandila.. my family, Cian's family, our friends and classmates.. lahat ng importanteng tao saamin. Hindi na ako nagulat ng Makita ko ang mga grandparents ko.

"Oh my.." Hindi makapaniwala kong sabi sabay yakap kay Cian, lalo pa hawakan ni Cian ang kamay ko at nag umpisa na naman syang kumanta.

'This is my love song to you
Let every woman know I'm yours
So you can fall asleep each night, babe
And know I'm dreaming of you more'

Dahan dahan nya akong inakay papuntang stage.

'You're always hoping that we make it
You always want to keep my gaze
Well you're the only one I see love
And that's the one thing that won't change'

He put my hands on his shoulders as he put his on my waist. And to my amazement the people around us sang the chorus part as we tried to do a slow dance.

'I will never stop trying
I will never stop watching as you leave
I will never stop losing my breath
Every time I see you looking back at me
And I will never stop holding your hand
I will never stop opening your door
I will never stop choosing you babe
I will never get used to you'


Bigla na namang nagdilim ng sabay sabay nilang hipan ang kandila after makadating sa chorus ng kanta, at biglang nagliwanag ang paligid. Nagulat nalang ako at nag takbuhan nag mga waiters at waitress at may ilang mga staff na nakasuot ng black t-shirt na may nakaprint na 'WEDDING staff' ang nag takbuhan papunta sa mga lamesa at upuan.. mabilis nilang inalis ang mga lamesa at upuan. Itatanong ko palang kay Cian kung ano ang nangyayari ng bigla akong hatakin ni Eunice At Coreen papunta sa isang kwarto, sinubukan kong lingunin si Cian pero wala na sya sa stage, dahil ang stage kanina na puno ng musical instrument ay binabaklas na. Pero napansin ko na patuloy parin nag music, yun nga lang di na live yung pag kakanta ng 'BEAUTIFUL IN WHITE' na song.

"What's happening?" hinihingal kong tanong ng makarating kami sa isang silid na may salamin at upuan, napagod ako sa pagtakbo namin.

"Hubad." Sabi ni Eunice.

"What?" gulat kong tanong.

"Bilis! We don't have enough time they just gave us 20 mins." She said.

Magtatanong pa sana ako ng Makita ko ang hawak ni Eunice na isang gown.

Yeah Wedding gown.