Chris X Reader: I Love Him

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Requested by: Asuka_Uchiha !
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You waited impatiently for Chris' return to the ski lodge. Recently, a man in a green coat that held a large flamethrower was 'invited' into the lodge. He explained the important facts about what a Wendigo is and does on this mountain.  Then Chris and Mike remembered leaving Josh in the shed and needed to go get him. Chris was the one who ran out the door for his friend. Now you wait.

You paced back and forth in the room endlessly. You tapped on your fingernail nervously as you waited. Occasionally, you would bite at your lip. You couldn't take the fact Chris wasn't right there with you. You wanted him there with you. Standing there next to you never leaving.  He was your nerd.

You walked over to the window peeking through the fog created by humidity. No sign of Chris anywhere out in the storm. He was taking awfully long to return. Was he okay? Where was he?

You put your hand over your pale face as you felt yourself begin to cry. You wiped your eyes left and right trying to calm yourself down. You weren't the most patient person according to the return or arrival of another. Besides you were a nervous wreck! Losing him would be like losing yourself.

You sniffed in, wiping at your nose looking behind you into the opposite room. No one was there either.
Especially Chris. You were alone.

You were startled hearing screeches of a nonhuman creature ring in your ears. You thought of the Wendigo. And Chris. He must have been being chased. "Oh god, Chris." You mumbled holding back tears.

You put your face against the window again looking in all directions. "Chris!" You saw him. Running away from the Wendigo. You covered your mouth as you stood back. He ran with a limp.
He held onto his side. He was injured.

The Wendigo stood in front of him as he pointed the gun to the creature and took a shot. It knocked the terrifying creature backwards to the snow covered ground. It appeared in front of him once again moments after. He raised his shotgun up in the air aiming it to the Wendigo. He wouldn't shoot. He pointed it to another direction. It looked like flammable gas he was trying to shoot.

Before you knew it, the Wendigo lunge forward to Chris' body pushing him to the ground so very quickly. He stumbled back onto the ground as the Wendigo hovered over him. The world seemed to just slow down as you watched him. The Wendigo put one hand through his blonde hair. The other splitting through his neck. You froze there. You were paralyzed to see his lifeless body on the floor. His head rolled up to the window directly in front of you. ".... No...." You fell to the ground. Your knees struck the floor roughly. Pain shot through your body as if you were him in that moment.

You released endless sobs one after another. "No! Chris... No! Please! God no!" You put your head in your hands. Your tears soaked your skin as they rushed from your eyes down your face, onto your palms. You couldn't stop your sobbing. You were like a fish out of water without him in your life. You would no longer have that one guy you could just run into the arms of and feel all your emotions just disappear. He was the only guy that would make you as happy as you were. The only one who understood you."No...!" Your sobs became louder as you stared into his icy blue eyes. Lifeless. Dead. Gone.

You heard footsteps from behind you. You turned back to see Mike running towards you. He put his hands over his head as he noticed his friends dead body. "No! Chris! Fuck! What the fuck!" He looked down to you, gripping onto your arm pulling you up from the ground. You felt weak as if you couldn't move. "He was my best friend Mike!" You ran into his arms as your sobs became stronger. Louder. More intense. "And maybe I-"

You remembered what happened recently prior to his death. The best moment of your life now seemed to mean more to you. Your first kiss with Chris. And your last.

FLASHBACK:

You stood up from your seat in the living room, approaching the front door. You saw Chris holding a shotgun near the mysterious flamethrower guy. You were so nervous about him leaving you. Leaving your friends. What if he didn't make it? What would you do? You can't live without him!

You thought long enough about this moment. You had nothing holding you back anymore. This was the only thing you wanted. "Hey," you approached closer to him. "Come back safe." You placed your hands upon his shoulders pushing your lips into his. His cheeks turned a bright tint of scarlet. So did yours. He was speechless. "I'll.... See you soon." He gave you a smile. The last one you ever saw.

END OF FLASHBACK:

"We never had a chance..." At this point you were bawling your eyes out. "(Y/N), we gotta go. Now. Come on." He walked away from you making his way down to the basement. He turned back to you. "Come on (Y/N)!"

You sat down near the door as your sobs just seemed to slow down. "I-" you pushed your head and hands against the window closing your eyes tightly imagining as if he was there with you. As if he could hear you. "I love you."
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You trotted into the basement. Your sobs still to that moment wouldn't seem to end. You went over to a countertop sitting next to Ashley. She looked at you with kind, reassuring eyes. "(Y/N)? What's wrong? What happened?"

You couldn't put yourself to speaking another word about Chris. "He's d-d-dead...!" You sobbed into her shoulder. Your cries were muffled by the fabric of her gray sweatshirt. Ashley's face went blank as she looked at you. "(Y/N), I- I'm so sorry." Everyone in the room grew silent hearing another one of their friends just died because of those creatures. How much you hated those things at that moment!

"I cared about him so much, Ash!" You spoke what you could between sobs. "I wish I could've told him..." You croaked. Ashley looked at you. Her green eyes glossy but just couldn't put herself to cry. "What? Tell him what?" She looked at you awaiting an answer.

"That I- I loved him."
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SHORT ONE! BUT THE FEEEELLLLZZZ WERE SO STRONG! HOPE YOU ENJOYED!

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