Dark Night Dark Light

Chapter 38

Aaron leads me back to the bedroom. He opens the door and throws me back into the room. Again, I trip over the board poking up out of the floor. I fall to the floor feeling a splinter from the battered wooden floor enter the flesh on my thigh. I turn around to see Aaron and make sure that I don't have my back turned to him. 

This time he walks into the bedroom with me. He slowly walks over to me. My heart starts pounding harder and faster, I fear him, I fear what he will do to me. His darkened body hovers over me and pins me down to the floor. Ravagly kissing my lips, forcing his tongue down my throat. I want to fight him off of me, but I know that if I do fight him off of me then I will only make things worse on myself. 

After feeling him violate me with his lips and tongue for what seems like ever, he backs off. I feel a wave of relief wash over me now that I think that everything is done. It is seeming that I am really regretting the choices I have made thus far. For Aaron to be worried about how clean I am, I am worried about how clean he is. I can smell his dragon breath even after he backs away from me. But then again that could be the spit that is still lingering on my lips from his sloppy kiss. 

Ville would never treat me this way. Ville has always respected my wishes, it is just that every time that Ville comes in for a kiss I am always more than happy to give him one. I would advise myself to just close my eyes and think that it is Ville that is touching me. However, I never want to imagine Ville being that horrible of a kisser. 

Aaron stands up straight, grabs a handful of my hair, and pulls my hair up. This time the pain is more intense than the last time. I lift my body off of the floor and get to my knees. He pulls my hair closer to him. I crawl over the floor to where he is leading me. He stops moving me as soon as we reach the middle of the room where there is a beam from the moons light that comes into the room through the window. He releases my hair, but follows it with a strong swift snack to my face.

Aaron then starts to unbutton his pants. He drags the zipper down. I start to cringe at the thought that this is by far, not over. I can't allow myself to have sex with him. But if I don't then I know that he will kill me. I have to become important in his world. He is not humanizing me, but he is finding me useful is some sort of sick way. I need to stay useful to him. I need to keep myself alive and return to Ville. 

He pulls his smaller length out of his pants and runs his hand up and down it, "I'm not going to fuck you till you are fully clean of all of your filth. Kelly use to let me cum anywhere I wanted on her. So you will do the same. Right now I am feeling like I want to cum on those perfect tits of yours," Aaron tells me, "Now pull down your bra and show me those beautiful tits, baby. Make them perk up at me, like they are begging for me to cum on them."

I slowly pull down my bra. Feeling dirtier by the second the further my bra is pulled down. My eyes fill with tears and soon the tears are falling down my cheeks and on to the floor. This has to be the most horrible moment of my life. I wish everything would end right now. I wish that police rush through the door right now and save me from this demon. I wish that Aaron would change his mind on what he is about to do. I wish that I stood a chance to fight him away from me. 

The view that I am getting of his unkempt pubic hair and the smell that comes from his private area makes me want to throw up. I think that it would make anyone fall over in disgust. I close my eyes and picture that Ville will come in any time to save me from this prison. 

I turn my head to try to keep myself from smelling the putrid smell of him. I hear him running his hand up and down his length. The longer that he does it the more I start to hear wet sopping sounds come from him. His breathing hot and ragged by the time I hear the wet sounds come from him.