Dark Night Dark Light

Chapter 46

I lay in the bed of my hospital room. The air is some of the most clean air I have smelled in what seems to be forever. Missy sits by my bedside reading the newspaper. The nurses have already came in and taken blood from me to see what is going on. 

The door to the room opens up and Risto walks in. Behind him is Bam and Torsti. My heart takes off with the thought that Ville could be the next person to walk through the door. It seems like I have spent an eternity away from him. All I want to do at this moment is see him and be assured that he is by my side. 

My hopes and dreams are cut short when Torsti shuts the door behind him and I begin to feel the feeling of being alone in a room full of people. 

Bam lifts Missy out of the chair that she is sitting in. He sits in the chair and pulls Missy on to his lap. Torsti and Risto stand by the sink area, "Well, we just got done with the police officers at the scene. They said that we should not be leaving the country till we get a call from them to let us know that the case has been closed," Risto mutters.

"Not that any of us plan on leaving the country for awhile anyways. This is our home. Why would we want to leave our home... And plus there is the lingering fact that we didn't do anything to begin with," Torsti adds in, almost like he is trying to comfort Risto. 

"Where's Ville," I ask.

"I don't know if you know this. But Ville is in another hospital. He was stabbed by Aaron and they are wanting to keep him for a few days to make sure that he is doing fine. As of right now they don't think that the knife wound did any major damage and he is not showing any signs of it doing any major damage. But they just want to be careful about the whole thing and make sure that he is okay," Bam informs me.

"Why can't they just transfer him to this hospital," I sorrowfully ask. However, now the fears that I was having about Ville are swept away. I know that Ville is still alive and the story that Risto told me is the truth. I should have known that Aaron would lie to me any chance that he got. 

"That is something that is currently being disused. But right now we don't have any word as to if it will happen or not," Bam explains. 

Tears start to roll down my eyes. If there is anyone that I would like to be here with me right now, it would be him, "I want him here so badly," I cry out.

"I have just talked to him and he would like to be here too. I do have to say that he is very hurt at what happened. He does not know what he ever done that would make you do what you did. He thought that you two were a team and you went and did something like this without ever telling him. You should have seen him this whole time. He has been nothing but a nervous wreck. There have been several times that he cried, thinking that he lost you," Bam tells me. 

I lower my head in disgust at what I have done to him. Ville is right, we are a team and I never told him about anything when I should have. I wish that I could take everything back and do it all over again, "Can you tell him that I am very sorry. I guess that I thought of this whole thing in the wrong way. I thought that it was my fight that only I should fight. But Risto explained how Aaron made it everyone's fight. I thought that I was keeping Ville safe and I would risk my own life if it comes to his safety. I would do anything for Ville. But if I had to do it all over again I would have done it differently, I know that now." 

A knock comes from the door. The door slowly opens. My heart starts to beat faster and faster, till I see that the person on the other side of the door is a doctor. The male doctor walks over to me and carefully looks at his charts. 

"Well I can tell you why you are bleeding. It appears that you are pregnant. I am guessing that due to the stress and the living situations recently it has caused your body to try to reject the baby. You have not rejected the baby just yet, and I think that there is a chance that we can save the baby," the doctor explains.