Chapter Six: How to cry for help

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DON'T PLAY SONG YET

Author from the future: Okay before we start I wanna say this
I'm rewriting this chapter and the song I used in this chapter literally just started playing xd
K, enjoy!

Y/N's POV

Dear Journal,

Today went quite..strange. Well strange isn't how I would put it. It was more..fascinating
After Grian pulled me into a hug when we got an A+ on our homework project. Its hard to expect these things, not like I was expecting a kiss or anything...
Ugh I don't know what's wrong with me
Grian could never like me, could he?
I'll find love one day, I'm sure of it. Let's just do a different topic
For tonight's homework was to choose a song to memorize and sing infront of the class tomorrow
Well Idk what else to write, bye now
~Y/N

~Present Day~

"Y/N it's your turn." Mrs. Okami told me. I stood up, nervous. Everyone was staring at me, including Grian.
I sat on the chair Mrs. Okami provided us and looked at the class. (Play Song now)
Mayday! Mayday!
The ship is slowly sinking
They think I'm crazy
but they don't know the feeling
They're all around me
Circling like vultures
They wanna break me
and wash away my colors
Wash away my colors
Take me high
and I'll sing
Oh you make
everything okay
okay
okay
Okay okay okay
We are
one and the same
Oh you take
all of the pain away, away, away
Away away away
Save me
if I become
My demons
*Music beats*
I cannot
Stop this
Sickness taking over
It takes control and
Drags me into nowhere
I need your help,
I can't fight this forever
I know you're watching,
I can feel you out there
Take me high
and I'll sing
Oh you make
everything okay, okay, okay
Okay okay okay
We are
one and the same
Oh you take
all of the pain away, away, away
Away away away
Save me
If I become
My demons
Take me over
the walls below
Fly forever
Don't let me go
I need a savior
To heal my pain
When I become my worst enemy
The enemy
*Music*
Take me high
and I'll sing
You make
everything okay
*Music*
We are one and the same
You take
all of the pain away
Take me high
and I'll sing
Oh you make
Everything okay, okay, okay
Okay okay okay
We are
One and the same
Oh you take
all of the pain away, away, away
Away away away
Save me
If I become
(My demons)
Take me high
and I'll sing
Oh you make (My Demons)
everything okay, okay, okay
(My Demons)
We are
one and the same
Oh you take
all of the pain away (My demons)
Away, away, away
Away away away
(My demons)
Save me
If I become
My Demons
(DO NOT OWN SONG ALL RIGHTS RESERVED TO STARSET)

  When my voice stopped playing through the air and the music stopped, I breathed a sigh of relief.

"The song is called 'My Demons' by Starset." I told the class before returning to my seat.

"Thank you Y/N,"
Mrs. Okami smiled at me before calling someone else up.

  No one could ever understand why I picked that song.
The dreams, nightmares, voices, and all the drama haunting me.
No one could ever understand.
No one will ever understand.
I'll be alone until these nightmares leave.
Forever

Hai!
Hope you enjoyed Chapter Six!
I originally wrote this quite a few months ago
I think like April O_O
(Its October now)
Well did anyone else see the Halloween special?
I loved the intro!
And Sam had his history right, you can tell it takes place in England.
And the dialogue is amazing
Great job Sam if you're reading this!
(Lol I doubt he ever will)

I can't believe I put a song in a chapter....
Credits to Starset
~Lila W.

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