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08 Feb 2016

Dear diary,

My friend told me a few of the guys in this school (of my year) likes me. But I didn't believe them. I was the type to not believe such nonsensical rumours. I won't believe until I hear it come out of their own mouths.

Anyway, other than that, I haven't actually seen any handsome guys. I guess my standards are too high or maybe I'm still stuck on my imaginary boyfriend material boy that I made in my head? There came a time when I got fed up of the guys my age that I made a boy that suited my style and personality. Sad to say, it's all in my head. And that he's not real at all. Sigh.

Studies are okay here in this school. Exams are next month. I'm doing fine but the conversations with my friends on the LINE app these days are mostly about studies. Biology. Chemistry. It repeats. I don't like it. I miss all the old conversations that were fun. But it's like that. I remember it being like that last year too but this time it's different. Way too different. It's because we're growing up older and eventually, we'll graduate out of what we call "high school hell" and enter the real world, which is the scariest nightmare that slowly approaches us.

Love, 
Mandu 
(Baek Dohui)

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