21 March 2016
Dear diary,
Exams ended! I'm happy! But at the same time, I'm not too glad. My friends are stressed out, mainly Sungcheol. He's my best friend and to hear him be stressed and that he's staying away from virtual life (chats and SNS) is painful because I miss them so much and the fact that he's rarely online is painful.
I've asked him how he's doing but all he does is seen zone me. He tells me not to worry but I can't do that. He means a lot to me, how can I just brush him off like he's nothing? That's why I want to text him, give him encouragement but I'm afraid he'd just seen zone me again so I don't even try.
I tell myself, "It's okay, Dohui. He'll be fine. He'll be himself soon." But it's hard trying to believe myself sometimes. Best to just eat a mandu and forget about it. Because worrying for him would be something he would hate.
I still visit my old school and meet up with Sojin, but I barely see Sungcheol and Seungkwan around. Among all my guy friends, Sungcheol and Seungkwan are the closest to me. I can understand that Sungcheol doesn't want to see me. No, he's just too stressed to.
I'll wait for him though. I'll wait until he's better, until he'll become the person I've always known. Until then, I'll watch my dramas and enjoy eating mandus.
Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)
~Author's Notes~
Physics was horrible! >.< Guess who's failing P3? That's right! This girl! *cries in the corner*
#HappyWooshinDay
xoxo
Byun Sang Kyung
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Diary of a Mandu
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