31st May 2016
Dear diary,
Something happened.
You remember how I told Sua about how I felt about Jun? Apparently, Sua, him and other friends went out today to Lotte World for a hangout and Jun read my conversation with Sua without her knowing it. And now, apparently, he's hurt both mentally and emotionally. Sua told me about it and she's repeatedly telling me that Jun is hurt but what am I supposed to do? Say sorry? For what? For hurting his feelings? I just met him not too long ago, and he's already acting up? And yesterday, I think he made it clear to everyone that he liked me and now this entire situation has brewed and I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do.
Hey, Jun! I heard I hurt you without really doing anything but I want to let you know that I'm sorry, though I really don't know you well! Have a great day!
If I sent a message like that to him, he would have blocked me and tell everyone what I've done, since he's quite "popular", but in a retard way, along with his friend Mingyu.
What am I supposed to do then? This is the first time I've ever dealt with someone I don't know. By that, I meant, I didn't know their colours and didn't know the right buttons to push. That was how I dealt with people. I needed to know how they are, how they'd react to certain things and words and basically just everything.
Since he started offㅡ we started off on the wrong end of the string, there's not much things we know about each other, especially on my end since knowing someone will come useful when I need to console them. Now how am I going to deal with this?
If I had to be honest, I honestly felt a little happier because I had a new distraction to distract from the depression I was going through just recently. That depressionㅡthe friend problemㅡhas been resolved on my end (since they have no idea about it in the first place). Now a new one has come? This isn't a good sign, for sure.
Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)
~Author's Notes~
I'm craving for mandus these days. Either it's because of Sweet Stranger and Me (Hong Hong Hong! Dumplings, heh) or because of this book (manduuuu eonni!) Either way, I'm craving mandus these days.
QOTU:
Do you Kimichies know K-tigers? Have you watched their 'Blood Sweat & Tears' taekwondo version?
AOTU:
I freaking love Kang Gunwoo and Kim Yongung. There's this other guy. I'm not too sure of his name but I think it's Kang Junhee? He's the guy that dances to Suga's rap in the beginning. He's cute, oh my feelssss
xoxo
Byun Sang Kyung
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