5 June 2016
Dear diary,
Today in school, I slightly interacted with Jun. We had P.E lessons today and he was stretching outside our classroom (weirdo) when all the boys were inside. It went a little something like this:
Jennie and I were trying to get to the gym for P.E when I saw him outside the classroom, doing some stretches. I laughed at looked at him.
"Why are you stretching out here?" I asked him with a smile.
He turned around and smiled back at me. "I got locked out of there."
Jennie wanted to go back to our class (every P.E time, the guys and girls would be separated. The guys from our class and the class next door, Jun's class, would combine and the girls, the same thing. The guys use our class while us girls use Jun's class) to get her bottle of water. I followed her, stood outside the door and she opened the door and went inside. I looked back at Jun and laughed again.
"What? Bro, it isn't even locked," I told him, laughing. I didn't know why, but I kept laughing around him. Once Jennie came out of the class, I followed her down to get to the gym for P.E.
So that was what happened in school with Jun. Sua and I discussed about Jun's feelings and whether or not he likes me right now or he's moving on. From what I heard, he's not the type to easily give up, which makes me stay with him (wait, what? Does that mean... I'mㅡ nah, it's just the guilty feeling) but sometimes, when I imagine him getting over me, I feel like I don't want to bother to keep it going.
I'm not sure what to feel right now. To keep waiting or to give up like him. I'm not sure. I'll leave it be and let time decide.
Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)
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