일기 #48

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02 August 2016

Dear diary,

Omo, look how long it has been! I forgot about you, you little thing, for some time, didn't I? What a bad owner I am!

Mmm, well, as usual, not much has happened. Everything is still as the same expect for the fact that I usually sit next to Jun now in business class and that we would always talk during every break time or every P.E lesson every week. The teases came back, people are shouting #BaekJun but I told Jun not to mind them. The teases still make me laugh. Jun is telling them that we're just friends but I'm telling him not to bother or mind them or he'll have to buy me banana milks. So, if he doesn't want to spend that much money on me, he has to force himself to stop with his bad habits... or his stubbornness. So far, it has been effective.

I'm planning to confess soon. Maybe in the middle of the month. I'm waiting for the perfect timing and I was thinking about confessing on text but honestly? I thought that was mainstream. But it wasn't like I had could confess to people easily through face to face. How about a letter? Oh, a letter definitely sounds great! Oh, great! My cheeks are all warm thinking about confessing to Jun by giving him a letter then running away. Seems like I have a plan but I don't have a context in my letter. I'll just draft my letter here  and probably re-edit it when I want to.

Okay, here we go.

Dear Jun,

OH FREAK, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO START A LETTER HAHAAHA

Oh, well. I'll just give it a try. I know we learn how to write letters in school in English but this is in Korean so this could be different...? I don't know, oh well.

Anyway, you can tell I'm rambling again. I don't know what to say...

I give up. It already took so much time to think about what to write about the intro and I can't continue it. In the future, I'll write one. To him. And I'll give him. And I'll eventually confess. Confessing is like taking a big risk. You can't always expect a good ending, but you can't always predict the bad. Two people liking each other at the same time sounds like a miracle. Now I wonder: when will my miracle come?

Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)


~Author's Notes~

Oh my gosh! Thanks for 200 votes, Kimichies! I love you guys so very much! *sends virtual hugs* 

ACCEPT || DECLINE 

heh ;)

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