Diary of a Mandu

일기 #46

17 June 2016

Dear diary,

WOW! It's been a while, hasn't it? I haven't wrote an entry for almost a week now! Maybe because nothing juicy really happened. I think the times where I wrote in my diary the most is when I felt abandoned and lost and when Pineapple started happening. Ah, those were the heavy times. I can't even remember how it felt like. Not that I want to. I'm already feeling light and energized and while some of my friends back in Chundak, like Sungcheol, are sad and sullen about school matters, I'm here bursting out with crazy energy. I guess this was a side effect of having a crush. The good type, thankfully.

But I noticed something weird. It's Soonyoung. He's from Jun's class and everyone agrees he's really attractive and I ship her with my friend ever since that truth I asked her back in February. I asked her, "Who would you make a baby with?"

It was truth or dare so she had to answer the questions I gave her. At first, she was going on about how truths weren't anything interesting or spicy because most of the times, the questions would be like "who's your crush?" "do you like anyone right now?" Bla bla bla. So I gave her tough questions, like the one I just asked wrote up there. 

Jennie paused for a second and after a while, she said, "Well, the baby has to look attractive. And majority of this school, the boys aren't even attractive."

I nodded next to her and laughed because I have never seen a school so... let's not say anything about it. Heh.

So Jennie looked around (note: us year 10's had a small meeting so all four classes have been summoned to the assembly hall to talk about something but since the teachers were still talking among themselves, we were indulged in playing truth or dare. Jun's class was next to ours but that was before he even transferred here) and answered in a whisper, "Soonyoung."

"Who's that?" I asked. I was still a new student, so I didn't know a lot of people. Heck, I barely knew the name of the boys in my class at that time.

Jennie indicated to a tall, fair and handsome boy standing not too far away from where we stood. He was quiet, though. Real quiet. But he was a real eye catcher. Not that I ended up falling for him, though.

So basically, that's how it started. From a simple truth, to a whole new ship which Jennie absolutely hates. It's for fun and games, it's not like they're going to end up for real.

Anyway, back to what I was saying about Soonyoung and how he was weird. Well, I noticed that since a very long time, he would always glance at my squad and I. Whenever he passes by, he never fails to glance at us. And just recently did I tell my group about it. Maeri, Baekhee's friend, thinks that he likes me but I can't like him. I already like someone else. Though, I do admit, he's pretty hot. But he's not really my style of guy. But I'm still going to root Jennie and him.

That's basically all I really have the say. The teases died down, thankfully, and no one really bothers about me and Jun anymore. Expect Sua and Ayeon, and Ayeon doesn't even know I like him. Oh, and let's not forget Mingyu because he's an A-hole who literally just can't calm his tits. Maybe it's because he has none, I don't know. 

Maybe, soon, I might even confess to him. You know, give him the big reveal and all hahaha.

Love, 
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)