cloudy day

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01 August 2016

Dear diary,

I'm better now. I'm even a lot crazier now. I laugh a lot more, and, whenever he's around, I laugh even more. That's one sign to show me that I'm better now.

I've told Nayeon about what I've been thinking of these days and you know what she told me?

Nayeon: he's not worth your time !!

She's right. But there's just something about him that made him seem worthy to me. Something she can't understand. But forget all that. I've moved on. I don't want to go back to that sad and dark hole where I can't seem to be well.

I'm going to do everything to forget about him. I'm going to distract myself with perfecting my mandu recipes (what? I really like them), learning a few K-pop dances and awaiting the day I'll get noticed by Jaehyun from NCT. I haven't been to any of their concerts or fan meetings because my mom thinks it's a waste of money but I really wish I can go to one before I graduate out of high school.

Yes, I'm going to be better. Emotionally better. I'll show him. I'll show him that I'm better off without him.

Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)



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