일기 #9

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28 March 2016

Dear diary,

I told Baekhee everything that happened and she was shock to find out such a thing. She said, "Well, damn. You're a new student but you're already getting noticed by guys."

I wasn't getting noticed because I was pretty or something, I was only noticed because apparently, this dude remembered my face and I've never seen him before? That was definitely what people could call creepy.

It's been one day and I can't even remember what he looks like. Today during break time, I carefully eyed all the guys, in hope I'd find Mr... what should I call him? Well, at that time, he was holding a basketball so let's call him Mr. Basketball. And I can't deny the fact that he's pretty good-looking. Ugh, I'm cringing at myself.

I wonder who else I can tell about Mr. Basketball. I need more people to help me find Mr. Basketball, but it wasn't like I know who knows who and such. I barely know everyone in my class. And there's only one guy I'm friends with in class and that's Hong Jisoo. The other guys were definitely not the type of guys I'd want to be friends with. They cared too much about their hair, they were always styling it and they flirt with so many girls and think they can easily capture their hearts. I noticed that about them.

Hong Jisoo could have been a potential crush only he's not my type of guy. His Korean wasn't really good when it came to chatting on LINE and it kinda turned me off. I heard he was better in English, but I wasn't that type of person so sometimes, our chat conversation easily dies.

I've read a book before. It's about not confusing someone you haven't met with the person in your head. The meaning? Don't let you believe that the expected person in your head convince you that the person you still haven't met is exactly the same. That's like bringing your hopes up and crushing it afterwards.

I'm not going to give up, still. I want to find out who this dude is.

Love, 
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)


~Author's Notes~

YAAAAAAS! EXAMS ENDED, I'M SO HAPPY AND I FEEL FREE!

Also, have you guys heard EXO-CBX's "Hey Mama!"? Oh my gosh, my Xiumin has more parts now, I'm so happy. 

xoxo

Byun Sang Kyung

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