03 May 2016
Dear diary,
I got the highest in biology and maths! I was shocked because who would have expected that? I was really bad in both subjects last year and now I got the highest? I surprised myself and everyone. My friend, Jennie, even mentioned that I was the new student and that she never even got the highest in any subject once ever since she transferred to the same school this year.
She got mad (not in mad mad but yeah) at me because when she asked me how I studied and how long it takes me to study, I just tell her that I don't study for more than two hours and I only study in the afternoon, never at night because nighttimes are times for dramas and oppas.
Anyway, so I'm searching for Hansol less these days, I'm thinking about him less and I think, in the next two days, I might get over him.
Oh, and Sungcheol's back to normal. Not really. He's just better than he used to be. I'm glad because I didn't know how to live with a Sungcheol I didn't know. The type who'd just leave all my messages on seen zone, who'd just ignore my presence, who'd seem soulless unlike before.
He said he's recovering, it was just because of all the stress he was under he couldn't act like himself. He even told me he cried a few times and I have never felt so bad about him suffering like this. I told him that, in fact, and he said that I shouldn't worry about him like this. Actually, he begged me not to. Do you understand how painful that is? To read a message from your best friend saying:
Please, Mandu, I don't want you to care about how I feel right now. I just want to recover on my own. I'll be fine and I'm grateful for your existence. I'm sorry I can't talk about how I feel, but if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm right here, okay? :)
Seriously, Sungcheol? You know I'm always here for you, so why are you suffering on your own here? Of course, you texted me, saying something about "trying to become stronger". I understand that because I'm actually always like that. But I hope he knows that if he can't handle the heavy load he's carrying, I'll always be right here for him.
Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)
~Author's Notes~
So the main character in Sweet Stranger and Me is called Hong Nari and I keep imagining Nari (from My Peter Pan Story) getting married to Jisoo and finally have her name as Hong Nari HAHAHA
xoxo
Byun Sang Kyung
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