29 August 2016
Dear diary,
Just when I thought I'm getting better, the memories had to come back, huh? Today in school, I saw him ago. I walked past him. I got to see his face and it awakened a heavy feeling I thought I had already forgotten about.
I was in his class for elective class again and Jennie and I were talking in English because she liked how I knew a little bit of it and she talked in broken English, and I only guessed I did the same thing. I was laughing and all as I passed by him but once I was back in my class... I don't know, it's like all the hard work I did to try to forget him became useless. I suddenly wanted to text him again. I suddenly want to try again. I suddenly want to do all the things I stopped doing.
Ugh, no, I have to stop this. I need another pause. But the thoughts are coming back again. The scenarios that will never come true are coming back to my mind. I'll force my mind to remember all I've been through because of Pineapple so it'll somehow make me forget about these feelings. Lowkey or not, I don't even know at this point. It's probably the remainder of feelings. Probably. Yeah...
Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)
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